I was wondering where you'd gone and how you were!
Glad to see you found a good fit for yourself, my older sis did that too.
It's true, the longer one stays away, the easier it is to not miss it, my sis had said something along those lines once, in reference to people in her life, if she didn't hear from them, it became easier to not even think about them or remember them...sort of like closing a door I gather.
This site would do well to have more like you, those that love their Savior, and have positive happy outlooks, take care and be well